14 (well maybe 15) for the rest of my life!!

15 years before last night...i always wanted to experience the feelings of what most teenagers my age have already done (....no not sex...don't worry....) but last night...someone made me realize that im not ready for none of that! i am not ready for anything...and i feel like i won't be for a loooong time! b4 last night..i thought ive been missing out on ALOT during parties or get togethers..but from now on...i know that im not and won't be..... soo annnnnnywho i have decided that i want to be 14 for the rest of my life....of course this will nnnever happen in a million year but the reason why i want to be 14 is cuz...i like the way i am rite now...innocent! im scared for think about the future cuz i kno that one day... everythign that im scared of rite now, i will be doing in the near future... if only god can stop my world and let me be me for ever and ever... btw.... I AM NOT CRAZY!

thank you